I Wrote This One For You (Part 4)

Now she thinks she feels love

At least she tries

She still gives it all that she can

And waits for the day she feels alive

Although much has changed

Things have somehow stayed the same

We are all still swimming in this fishbowl of a nightmare

Then she reads and she wants to bleed

The regrets she has are more than she ever wanted to feel

Yet she's just a bit like me

The way be bleed it is unbearable

We lose all our self control

So we confide in a keyboard and a blank, white background on a screen

To this she tells her life to

Of all the struggles she has been though

Except for the ones that eat her alive

She still and always will keep those evil feelings inside

Behind a smile she still hides

In some wisdom she will always confide

She just needs a little faith

Some Holy water that is filled with God's grace

Yea, I'm still on the God thing

It is the only thing that really works

Give up some bad habits and maybe you should try it some more

Don't run away

Don't hide your face

You are more beautiful than I have ever seen

Just use that beauty and make it flow inside

I'll always be here for you

In me you can always confide

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Here is the new 4th one of the series.  I said that there would be more, and here it is.  Her critiques inspired me to write another one based on the Christine that I know now.  A lot has changed, but not as much as one would think...I hope i got this one right.  Just let me know and I'll correct it in Part 5.

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Christine Smith's picture

nope, to a 't' as usual. and such a privilage to read. thank you again