Behind The Scenes

Race against the clock

When does it stop

When will this day end?

I really don't know, if I wanna know...



Running non-stop

Reaching miles in mere minutes

Half a heart beat away from a sudden heart-attack

Bleed with me now



I'll cry these tears of red

Just so that you can see the inner me

I'll bleed everything to you

Just ask the question and I am yours

Lift me up, please save me now



I love to touch your face

Such a perfect grace

The little things in life that I love the most



Then you are gone, It's been an hour

I don't know how much more of this I can take

When you are having the time of your life and I'm alone



Just please don't come back and tell me that you saw him

That you gave him a hug and then you kissed him

That these nights spent alone are all in vain



I don't want to feel the daggers digging in

I want a sudden movement for less pain within

I want you to tell me if anything is mess up



I hate to put so much trust into a person

Someone who can control my every emotion

This isn't safe, nor is it saine

I think I fucked it up again

And now you give me suddle glances

As if you know I know the truth

So I stare at you, and I do the thing I do



Hide quickly behind a mask

Someone happy without a worry

I'll do whatever you want me to do

Be whoever you want me to be

I will cover up these feelings

Of all this hurt and regret

I won't forget, but I know I'll try to forgive



I am sick of all these "what-if's"

All these hidden thoughts of anger

I am sick of not knowing who to trust anymore



I am sick of hidden secrets

Deep behind a mask, someone I love still hides behind

Can't you give it all to me now?



Tell me everything that happened

Give me the run-down of this situation

Tell me if I had the right to worry this time

Because last time that you left me

I was left alone, not happy

And you had fun with a guy you once cared about so true



Give me good news or walk away

Tell me you love me or not to stay

I want the truth and that is all I ask of you

I want to know that I can trust you

From this point on, believe me I will

This is the test put on behind the scenes

Author's Notes/Comments: 

After what news I got last time you came back, I do not know what to expect this time...and because of that- I am truly scared.  I  just hope for good news.

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