You shot me down at 11 again
You killed my heart
You killed me, my friend
Letters written on the back of detention slips
I want to leave this place but cannot get out of it
7 AM and my clock goes off
Here's a brand new start to another sudden stop
The minutes go by, the seconds are slow
I'd leave this world but I do not know where to go
3 PM and I am going to be late
Late for my appointment with my second date
I quickly put on my work clothes- trying not to rush
Then the beep of an alarm and I know this is too much
9 PM and its off to my favorite place
I can talk to friends, but never see their face
How do I know who is real and who even cares
How is it that I can get to you when you are still over there?
It kills me how the days go by
No time to laugh, no time to cry
You put on a fake smile, as if anybody cares
You still have places to go but you can't remember where
12 AM and it is off to bed
Stress and pure frustration pulse through my head
I'd kill to get drunk and forget it all
But tell me what's the point when I can't even remember to get drunk at all?
I hate this life, always gettin hectic
Time moves way too fast, no one makes it last
And I know you feel it to, but you won't admit it like I do
We all need some money and the only way is to sue
I have it all, a whole lot of nothing
I wanted it all, but it has turned into a little something
Something a little too small to hold, it slips right through the cracks
Forget it, now it is over, and the day has turned out cold
holy shit...thats all i can say. i'm going to admit i cried to this one. i never thought this would happen to you of all ppl. life does seem empty and just a waste doesnt it? wow...im sry to see this.