The Back Up Plan

I will be the first to admit

I never thought this would end

I never once thought about us being just friends

I miss the star filled sky

I miss walking alone with you

I miss the deep, dark, long conversations that we had past 2



Back up plan

I fell back to

All this playing pretend

The truth is long past due

I told you I'd call you

If I never needed to

But with the lack of a back up plan

I feel the need to fall back behind again



Reading and rhyming

This is what we do

Shouting all our feelings out

Till we are left feeling empty again

I still know you so much more then that

I still know that you care

Without a back up plan...

Tell me where have I landed you?



Back up plan

I fell back to

All this playing pretend

The truth is long past due

I told you I'd call you

If I never needed to

But with the lack of a back up plan

I feel the need to fall back behind again



Readin' Writin' Arithmatic

That is what we do

All day long while I still think of you

I pretend that I don't care

If I never see you again

But without a back up plan

I feel like this might be the end



Back up plan

I fell back to

All this playing pretend

The truth is long past due

I told you I'd call you

If I never needed to

But with the lack of a back up plan

I feel the need to fall back behind again



Falling and falling

That is what we do

I come around to pick you up

That is what I do

You pretend that you don't care

That I don't seem around

But without a back up plan

You still feel like your falling



Down, down down down...

To the ground...

You're falling down

No back up plan

We will fall



Why won't you pick me up?

I am laying here waiting on the ground



Back up plan

I fell back to

All this playing pretend

The truth is long past due

I told you I'd call you

If I never needed to

But with the lack of a back up plan

I feel the need to fall back behind again



Only looking forward

That is what I planned to do

Pretend there is still a day

When I will hold you

I know you have other fans

that you attend to

My long lost hidden secret is that I do too

And now they are gone

Gone away

They have gone

No need to stay



With the lack of a back up plan...

I know I'll always have you

In my heart

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this because I don't have a plan, I don't have a clue. Just living day to day- that is exactly what I do.  yes, even I forget to fix things so I know what to do sometimes... Livin day to day isn't too bad anyway.

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