This Is What You Don't Hear About

Devastation is taking over

Looks liek another storm is now in store

I never know now what to do here

I never know now when I will shut down



Conspicuation is taking over

Thoughts of doubt have drown the hope right out

I am dying, crying please save me now

I am sinking fast please don't let me drown



This car is mid-wreck please put this in rewind

I turned the corner and saw the darkness make me blind

No more running from this nightmere it will not go away

I stop this running please help me hold out just one more day



Depression is taking over

No telling when this will end

I stopped playing this game a year ago

No use living a life here in pretend



I am give up now

I cannot fan the flame

Growing suspition

Life and death are all the same



Your life is fading

I feel as if I am partially to blame

Sorry I am not there much

But that is exactly why I came



I love you dearly

You still mean the world to me

You gave me hope for

A beautiful life that there is to be



I hope that the next time I see you

You are still alive and well

Don't want to have to see you

Put by them down into a well



Six Feet under...

Your life it served me well

Please no longer wonder

I promise you that there will be no hell



Demonic thoughts

They take over just your brain

No one can see them

To us you are still the same



I want to hold you

And let you know what you mean to me

I'll never let you fade away

For by your side, I will always be

Author's Notes/Comments: 

For you Grandma...I love you.  Sorry I live so far away, if I could see you every day, I would.

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This was a very beautiful piece. It reminded me of a lot of people in my past... ^.^