She sits at home in quite
Until the maddness starts up agian
Then she cannot breath
She cannot smile again
She feels like crying
She feels like dying
But still doesn't want anyone to know
She want no one to care for her at all
She builds a castle without a door
She doesn't want to talk no more
She just waits a day,
For the pain to go away
There is a friend who tried to comprehend
Although he is not there he would still like to know
She cares so much, that he cares so much
She cares enough to push him away
She knows he doesn't need this pain and wishes he'd stay away
But he cares and he listens, he takes everything she says
He'd take anything, to make her day OK
So she remembers, back to the days
When he and her didn't have seperate ways
She sits and wonders what it would be like today
And so does he, he loves her so much, in whatever way she needs
And this girl she could become anythign she wants
She will grow up and have a great life someday
She is scared of commitment and the pressure it brings
She was taught not to love, such simple petty things
From a mother and from a father
Who didn't get things worked out together
She is still cryin there every single day
But this boy knows her true
He can see the love in her and knows what she can do
He hopes she will never give up on a dream she had
She hopes he will learn when to just give up
But he knows what she can't see
A magical mind full of beauty
But he will let her be, until she sees
The every GIFT that God has given her
I cant believe i never critiqued on this one...these three beautiful pieces of my life strung together by perfect words...everything is so true. its almost scary to hear it coming from somebody who i thought never could and never would understand me. i can say i've changed, i know i have, and i think for the better. i dont get so caught up in home life, but this poem made me see the improvement i have made in my life-and its such a relief. thank you so much for this gift.