I'm Sorry

I must admit that I didn't mean to say the words I said

They always come out wrong in the end

Maybe I should shut up, take a breath and start this one off on the right foot again



I didn't mean to hurt you

The way I hurt you was so unintentional

I will never do it again

I am so sorry, so so very sorry

How can I make amends?



I want you here with me

Hold my hands and laughing

I want your smile to never fade



I want to hold you

Kiss you for a while

Please know that I will always stay



I am sorry for thinking thoughts

For reading wrong

For skipping word to make them what I want to never hear



Please pick up the phone and dial my number

Let me hear your voice so that I will never fear

I don't want to lose you

Don't go away now



I know you aren't feeling happy

Maybe a lil worthless right now

Please don't walk away

I will be here waiting

I'll make you feel perfect somehow



Sorry for not seeing

Sorry for not dreaming

Sorry for not being there

When you need me



Call my name and I will answer

Say it again and I will come running back for you



Never again will I doubt you

I will always love you

This is a never ending feeling

One that will always remain



I know things are forever changing

Hearts and thoughts rearranging

Will you run away with me today?



I can show you a world

Full of joy and love

Something you have never seen



I will guide you

Take your hand and love you

Maybe put a ring on your finger someday



I am sorry for not believeing

I am sorry for not seeing

I am sorry for leaving that day



I am sorry that I cannot come back

I am sorry that I am so broke

I am sorry I have nothing to do for you



So I will be here

I'll always be here

Waiting for you, waiting for me too

Please come back now

I love you and I'll show you how

To never feel unloved again



Come and live with me

Come and live with me

Come and let me share the warmth



Please come and sleep with me

Let me hold you close unconditionaly

Come and live in a love-filled home

One like you've never known



I'm Sorry

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I am sorry for never knowing how to make you happy right away like you know how to do with me. I am sorry for having a home where I don't have to worry about my parents and I am sorry for not being there all the time to hold.

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Christine Smith's picture

its not your fault i have a disfunctional family...as of now i think of you as my family, you my brother my dad my dog and my aunt. thats all i have and all i want...so dont think you cant do anything or that you dont make me instantly happy because thats not true...you do...you help me in ways maybe you cant see...but its there...so thank you for everything...dont be sorry.