The times I need you most…

You know the times go so fast…

I don’t remember all the past

But I know ill remember you always before the last



You were always so good to me

What cant you see?

Is it really you or is it really me?



I do however remember the times

I remember you lines

I remember my rhymes



I speak from my heart

That’s the only way I start

I think I over packed the cart



Ya know I am sitting here cryin

Cryin and tryin

Tryin to make you understand,

Maybe it’s not me

It might be you, who knows?  We’ll see.



There is no way

Ill still think about you each and every day

That’s cuz I care for you…in every way



I need to get out

Get out of this town

I hate thinking about what it is like, not havin you around…

And now im crying…



As the tears roll down

They go down my face

There is no stopping- like they are in a race



It’s just all out of wack-

And I need you back

But I better stop tryin



As for the others

I tried to hard-

I cried too hard

But now its you

I donno what to do

Cuz in my heart

It will never part

Just me and you….



And im sorry-

So so sorry

I didn’t mean

To cause you this pain…



Maybe you are just confused-

I know that feeling just like you do

But my heart just broke in two-

And I don’t think it was the right thing to do-

I'd do anything for you-

Cuz I cant do it for myself



Oh yes, you heard it right

I run and hide- I don’t get into fights-

That’s kinda like now-

I fucked it up somehow



And yes, ill blame it all on myself

Cuz I donno what else to do-

Im not gonna blame it on you



Im so sick of myself-

God I need some help-

And I thought she was right in front of me-

But now ya proved me wrong



But you were right-

You always are-

Bu tit feels just like-

I got hit by a car-

And hey, that’s not a bad idea…



But you know me,

Im not that dumb,

But in certain situations-

I do things wrong



I cant think-

I cant speak-

I can’t do anything right-

I guess I better just cry myself to sleep tonight…

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Writtin after a sad breakup.  Don't you hate when you can't seem to pull things together no matter what?

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