A Different Story (When Fall Arrives)

I was rightly terrified

I've felt this way before

I know a certain ending

Can come pounding on my door

I hate to feel that feeling

The same one as before

Where you put your arms around me

Then turned around and out the door



I never saw that girl again

It's been years now and I still can't make amends

But I've been tryin over and over again

Maybe you are the seal to the deal

Lets start my heart back up again



I want to feel you breathing

I want to feel you move

I want your arms around me

Never leave me here to die

I want to hear your footsteps

Feel you climb right into bed

I'll lay my warm blanket all around you

I'll kiss the top of your head



Dreams make goals and goals make missions

This time I am going to try and make it work

But when I go away, what do I do then?

Do I compromise to make it last?

But then I'd miss you

Unlike I have every missed before

I can feel these arms around me

Please don't walk out that open door



I set myself down just to talk for a minute or two

I talked about my feelings

Hidden deep inside for you

Try to find them, I dare you, bet you wont find a thing

Maybe then you'll kiss me softly

Then you will know what this good life brings



Happiness is another story

I missed out there long ago

Broken-hearted fool I must be

I'd hate to see how this end

With a different story...

Someone who means the world to me...

Goodbye, my love

See you in the fall

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I do not knwo what to do or what to think about my current relationship.  I am scared of what happens in August when I leave to start the rest of my life...my love is found in a small electronic box that sends sound signals to speakers...where else am I to look for love- Sam? God? Who else? I just don't want to be let down again...but then again, I don't think that this time I will

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