Weary thoughts became some sort of smile
I could never turn it completely upside down
oh yes... but the sweet surprise
I just ran to my shadow
I looked around for awhile
my thoughts never came down
I felt the glisten in my eyes
I knew I was hitting my low
The safest I have ever been
It is to be in my world
hurt was overrated
yet pain was inevitable
so may things I want to see
my mind is getting old
everything I have ever stated
Is now and forever irreparable
I hide an fix what I can when I can
this disturbance will never go away
Someone is always looking for me
They know exactly where to look
Someday I will leave with a plan
just to make these thoughts go away
some people just can not see
that I am just an open book
I smile again by myself in the dark
hoping to vent at a silhouette
I know I am alone
yet I know someone is listening
whatever it is, I dont want to be a part
I feel like I am the threat
Even in this world I own
I still can not find my meaning
So I begin to smile once again
hoping to leave my little darkness
waiting for that special light
someone to wake me up from this place
Hoping to put an end
clear me of this crazy mess
a smile and kiss before goodnight
sharing their comfort and how to embrace
It's beautiful Mr R. Not
It's beautiful Mr R.
Not nonsense at all.