Cannot pray to you God
No, not anymore
My, words choked with sorrow
However, I draw courage from hope.
Angry at people’s wrong doings
my, body tremble fearful.
What if I lose faith in you
with today’s torture dragged into tomorrow.
My, all experiences O’ God
I took them, cheerful
Your little tests to judge – my faith
now I am tearful.
I know you did, help me
from many trials and tribulations
Now why have you left me all alone, in isolation?
Abandoned, I feel lonely and desolate, I am forlorn.
If you are tired of me, I want to say, “No, You are no God”
And this is exactly my utmost fear, Oh! God, Dear God!
Here there is no need to worry,Though we may lose Faith n god.God never loses faith in us.And we need only to have this faith.That he'll never let us down.
Wow that was explosive i thought to my very own state of mind because of what i have been through you wrote it like you meant it!! I know you'll be okay too...thankyou thankyou Shell...you have touched me in a way of the same need in this the isolation and the testing srongly in your poem....
Very powerful poem. It brings to mind the passage in the King James bible where christ is praying...I think on the cross and said, "Father...why have you forsaken me?". In truth he never leaves us and is always by our sides. sometimes we get too big for our britches and instead of carrying us he lets us walk along side for awhile. These are the tests of our faith and as long as we hold to that faith, even if we die, we will live. I have to tell you, after the month I have had, had it not been for my faith I would have been in the funny farm.
Peace be on you and with you and yours.
Huck
HK