I cant take this shit anymore,
You always win,its never an even score,
Everyone is pulling every which way,
Why in the hell did you have to pick this day
I'm so weak i cant even get up
My eyes are tearing,and my throat is a lump
I've decided that today i want to die.
Dont try and talk me out of it,please dont even try
I will end everyone's heartache and pain
So i will never put anyone through my bullshit again
Everyone is gone today and im all alone
I wish that you would stop calling me on the phone
Leave me alone to wither away
You ask why,well it just has to be this was
Im tired of what i think and feel,
Im tired of making such a big ass deal.
I'm tired of waking up in the morning and seeing my face.
Let me tell you,its become a disgrace.
I want to die,and thats a fact
In my mouth,pills i have packed
I will swallow my life to hell
Wait until i hear that ringing bell
I wait for the light to guide me home
I live in this world all alone
I just wanted my words to be heard,
Let this be a lesson learned
Dont toy with my emotions like its a game,
Because now a life is waisted,what a shame
Goodbye to you,goodbye to me,
I hope now you understand, i hope i helped you to see
ive been thru that to .