If only I could give you my eyes
so that maybe you could see
so that you can finally realize
It's not at all you, it's me
You're a dream come true
and you're so much more
I just wish you knew
what this is really for
I can't do this any longer
I have feeling I can't hide
They keep growing stronger
and they tear me up inside
I really want to be with you
it's just that my heart won't let me
There's nothing that I can do
except hope you don't forget me
Please don't get me wrong
I wasn't telling you lies
With you is where I belong
but my heart says otherwise
I wish I could just pretend
that what I feel wasn't there
I wish the thoughts would end
and that I didn't always care
But that's not quite the case
It's a hard pill to swallow
My heart is giving chase
and all I can do is follow
I have to give it a shot
and though I have my doubts
I'll give it all that I got
just to be able to find out
if what I feel is true
or is it that I'm blind
If it's worth the pursue
or am I outta my mind
Until I know I will not rest
Despite having no chance in hell
this just may be for the best
but now only time will tell
- February 16 / 2005
I'm wondering...with all the stuff we talked about last night...if I should start feeling that way. Thats amazing.
Wow that was really deep and meaningful. Keep it up u could become a proffessional writer