All is silent as I walk through the door
Everyone that's here, I've seen before
I look around and see my father and mother
my two little sisters and my little brother
All of my relatives are here
Even those living far and near
My best friends are here, I can see
and there's about ninety others here for me
"I don't care about you", some would say
but as I can see, they're here anyway
the room is decorated with flowers
all fo me, the man of the hour,
but something is wrong, I could feel
Something in this room isn't real
I felt a haunting sense of gloom
as I walked around the room
Tears were coming from everyone's face
as one of my friends sung "Amazing Grace"
Everyone is heartbroken and I ask "Why?"
but instead of answering, thy continue to cry
I can't the depressing atmosphere anymore
and I quickly head towards the door
I was about to leave until I heard her say
"If only he was here today
there's so much I would want to say."
I turned to see my girlfriend standing in front of the place
reading a poem she wrote with tears across her face
Even though I felt an indecribable doom
I decided to stay inside the room
"I would tell him he's a wonderful man
and I hope that he understands
that even though he's gone from here
he should have nothing to fear
because we will never be apart
for you will live on forever in my heart"
She broke into tears and could no longer talk
and from the way her body was shaking
she could hardly walk
The site of her made me want to hold her
and tell her she can cry on my shoulder
I screamed, "I'm right here baby! Can't you see?!"
but she paid no attention and just ignored me
Then she picked up a white rose from a basket
and slowly placed it inside a large casket
All of a sudden nothing made sense
and the terror I began to feel was immense
Somebody was about to be buried six feet under
but 'Who?' I began to wonder
I walked towards the casket
in what seemed like slow motion
and as I walked closer and closer
I felt the loss of my feelings and emotion
I approached the casket at a slow pace
and my heart sunk when I looked in and saw the face
Only onte thought filled my head
This is my funeral,
...and I am dead.
- February 18 / 2001
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