With this pen and paper in hand,
I write this letter to you
in hopes you'll understand
how regretful I have become
of all the mistakes I've made
and the changes I have succumb
How could I not see all the wrong?
I thought I would never change,
I believed I was strong.
You were me, I was you,
but over a course of time
a new person I turned into.
I have forgotten who I was,
now I've truly lost myself
and it hurts, it really does.
I stand before you as a new man
for I have changed from within
I'm no longer the man you knew
now the remnense of who I had been
This is my letter to you...
Forgive me for my sins,
forgive me for being untrue
I look back to you and cry.
You were everything I wanted
Please tell me how and why
I changed everything that you were.
Tell me how this came to be,
Tell me why this had to occur.
I am nothing to you when compared
Where you would stand strong and bold,
I will now run, hide, and scared.
You lend a helping hand in need
Where I will turn and look away
and hold tighter to my greed.
Your heart is so pure, so holy;
Mine is corrupted, tainted,
dirty and dying ever so slowly.
I stand before you as a new man
for I have changed from within
I'm no longer the man you knew
now the remnense of who I had been
I miss you, and the person I used to be
Who have I become?
Who is this person I am that you see?
I cannot accept myself being so strange
I will do whatever it takes,
anything to reverse the change.
This letter is to you, to me of the past
asking for forgiveness of the mistakes
I have made to make you no longer last.
I've lost you and lost myself over time
All I can do is repent for my sins
and try to justify my crime.
You and I were so close, now far away.
I hope to be you again some day,
but for now all I can do is say...
I stand before you as a new man
for I have changed from within
I'm no longer the man you knew
now the remnense of who I had been.
- December 26/ 2002
Sounds like ur a changed man. Aewsome poem