Though you'll never read this,
I still felt compelled to let my thoughts free.
I couldn't keep this inside myself.
I couldn't just leave this be.
I never knew all of you,
and never thought twice
that after you left
I would have to pay this price.
You left me to realize
that I knew near nothing about you.
I didn't know the person deep inside,
The person that no one knew.
Now that you've left me,
and I've thought about it for a while,
I know more than ever,
the mystery behind your smile.
You left me to think
you were the person I took you for.
When all along,
you were so much more.
All this time, I felt I loved a person
that posed no danger.
But the truth is,
I felt love for a stranger.
I feel so horrible
for not taking the time
to get to know you better.
My heart regrets this crime.
Oh, how I wish I could try
to get to know you again.
Things would be so different
from what they were back then.
I want so badly to ask the questions
that never before entered my mind;
and perhaps I would finally then
have the answers that I now wish to find.
Oh, God! Please come back to me!
Don't leave me like this!
Don't leave me knowing
that I'll never know the person I now miss!
Come down from Heaven
and tell me your name once more.
Let's start over.
Let things be better than before.
I can't take this pain,
this guilt, this shame.
I must know who you are.
So, once more, tell me your name.
- June 29 / 2002
i really liked this poem! it's frickin awesome!
Unfortunately, a lot of us don't realize who we have and how much they mean until it's too late. Maybe, they moved away. Maybe, they got married. Maybe, the died. Maybe, you never caught their name from all the "little" conversatoins. Maybe, we should all slow can and try to realize our emotions before it's too late. Great write.