1. (The Day After)
I did not want her as mere property.
Therefore, after she posed, I set her free.
But now a messenger has come to me
to say---Young Snaggle-Tooth, our Emperor,
has moved against the Christians, and that her
scorched body now lies in a common grave.
Because they thought that she was still a slave
(she did not claim her freedom as a right),
they tarred and burned her on a post, last night,
with others---torches lighting Nero's feast.
(No wonder that her brethren called him . . . Beast.)
That is as much for now as I have pieced
together from the words that runner said.
Charisma---how it stabs my soul---is dead.
2. (A Week After)
This box contains preliminary sketches
I drew of her, to aid imagination;
and every word of our sole conversation
(but nothing there to tittilate Rome's "letches")
is safe upon a triply copied scroll
that I composed, just now, to ease my sorrow.
Yes, I know, well, how much my sculpture fetches;
and one of her would be more beautiful
than any that has formed beneath my hand.
But I will not set chisel to command
this block, today, nor will I try tomorrow,
or any day thereafter. Understand:
what I have left of her, this precious part,
cannot be made more whole, despite my art.
3. (A Month After)
I say to all---friend, patron, servant, crony:
receive this as my final testimony.
You see only a hulking piece of stone
unused, its possibilities unknown.
But I will keep it as a firm reminder
that, not here but in Heaven, I will find her
more beautiful than what these lines can tell,
more wonderful than any poetry
describes her. And you have concluded well:
the faith she died for has converted me.
Salvation is a fact, and not mere story.
Although I look, now, as in darkened glass,
Christ's Kingdom comes (once came, it will not pass),
and there she lives, in Him, in fullest glory.
i am awed by the beauty of your imagination and the ability of you to write it down so clearly and well dictated. how wonderful it is to be able to dwell in the past and then possess a gift to be able to engage the reader into the world that you see.
fantastic!
i don't know anything about roman fiction or whatsnot lol. but still enjoy your writings! (= do please keep up the good work!
In His Love Always,
Cheryl