Not sure of what to say
How to read
My thoughts
Today
Are you
Okay?
I'm not
So don't stray
Not sure of what to do
How my words
Are read by you
I can't say
What I feel
In my heart
Not sure of myself
How I should start
Again...
Where has my soul gone
I am no longer
A pawn
So let me fly
For a while
At least
Before the pile
Of thoughts
Begins to thicken
I know it will cost
Weigh me down
As you ponder
Why I stray
Don't mean to wander
I just need
To get away
Please try
Understand
For now anyway
Your heart
Doesn't fit in my hand
-JLS20030428
"I just don't know" what to say other than all to often I feel the selfsame way. . .
Love,
John