head bowed while i walk
the blackness of my certainty
clenched my fist in rage
agony and apathy
i let it crawl into my veins
like an intravenous drug
i let it reach my depthness
to compel a breathing clogged
i began to worship solitude
glorifying all that kills
braced the comfort of oblivion
sought warmth from all its chills
half praying and half hoping
full intake of words that poison
yielding to the battlecry
of my own self confusion
i destroy me i destroy
lessons left unlearned
of fallen angels dying saints
from their words they get burnt
my silence is your thunder
your silence is my pain
lets stand over the edge instead
and watch the drowning rain.
sounds familiar, eh?! "she" said "im gonna step back and get lost..." but some things you just can't let go...