My body stands still
the shaking has ceased to exist
all the pain that I've blown into this little blue bubble
and while each step I take is towards a place more functional than the last
the bubble gently evaporates and loosens its suffocating grasp
the chemicals dissolve themselves into the helium skies
and unglue its string from my bleeding cuticles
for there is a silver road paved ahead
and ivory paint is dripping down my backbone
but i can clearly hear
of the dying demons in the distance...
can one disconnect themselves from all that once was
without the monsters of yesterday continuiously stabbing metal blades into each rib
is a new beginning so hard for onlooking eyes to accept
that they must unsuccessfully attempt to choke with me with metal spikes
for as i pave this past, destruction will no longer come
and while my actions represent a significantly less traveled past
and I don't need the approval of the demons that once fed me lies
can there ever be a peaceful medium where the keys are thrown into the lake
for as i walk each step, their is much unrest
so many temperature monitored systems left unsettled
and while I cannot save the world
I cannot help by shed a tear for all that lies in the dust
all that is unsettled i seal with a kiss
all that is unjust has flown from the cave
i close my eyes and imagine a time that circumstances have shed their pretenses
and redirect the floodgates to shed a new light on all that lingers below
but my heart now beats deep inside me now...
and those things that are stabbing my ribs have all fallen into the quicksand
there is no greater power than the gentle wave of goodbye
the leashing wires and circuitry has been deactived
farewell to all that i love to hate
and to each creature that I will always hate to love
SAD BUT NICE..
LADFUCKINGDA
Much better Jasin....