[from a Gothic Tale by Kosmosis Prutkov]
With its baleful eyes, it stares at you.
"How dare you suggest," it shrieks in a high pitched voice,
"that anyone, someone, pulls the strings---that the
"motion I have acquired is not my own creation; or that
"I am some travesty of empty imitation.
"I am the artist of the performances I give;
"I am the choreographer of the dances I embody;
"the gestures I define; the words that I command.
"These are mine, and no one will take them from me.
"I have strolled across hundreds of stages;
"have been welcomed in hundres of venues;
"and have received the thundering applauce of
"of thousands who believe in my greatness.
"I am not an it, not a thing, not a neutral entity;
"rather, I am He; I am Him; I am the One for whom:
"trains will turn; coaches will pause;
"and pedestrians will gather at closed doors
"and spend even their last money, for their children's bread,
"upon a ticket, for the chance, even to stand and watch me.
"And you, Poet, do you think you have created me in
"long scrawls of bad measure recorded on foolscap pages,
"while a single candle flickers in your solitary chamber as
"you await the arrival of that adolescent, whom all
"Moscow has acclaimed (yes, even him) to be the most
"beautiful dancer ever to have mounted their stages.
"How I despise him; how I sneer at your impertinent praises
"published at every site that will have you;
"read by every sight that will look upon your words---about the
"perfection of his appearance, the agility of his limbs, and the
"erotic elan of his presence, clothed or naked."
Homunculus of hatred and resentment, it---this
thing of a fancy, perhaps the effect of a bad sandwiche of
spoiled meat and overly soured kraut; its
ignorance is greater than even your most satircal
characters'; its seething jealousy more petulant and
disturbed than even the maddest lunatic whose existence
you have ever told in one of your Gothic tales.
You can blot out the words; crumble the sheet and
feed it to the flame that consumes it to a last ash.
But the dismal smear of its horrific gaze, and the
echo of its almost demonically possessed and produced noise
linger even after the poem has been abandoned . . . until
your lover arrives, clad in fawn-gray tights,
long hair cascading over his bare, slender torso;
shoes in one hand, and a poet's shirt in the other; a
little spent from tonight's premiere; but in
your company he will soon recover his desire for the
gentle exertions and peaking pleasures that Love provides;
unaware of that perverse glare from infernally glowing eyes,
detatched from any physical substance hovering and
peering, unoticed, through your window, from the outer darkness of its
obscene and damnable existence on the farthest edge of chaos.
J-Called
Honestly probably the best
Honestly probably the best thing i've ever read, especislly considering how personsl and relevant flaring.
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Thank you. Coming from you,
Thank you. Coming from you, that is quite a compliment.
Starward