Dear best friend...

Dear best friend, 

Why did you leave me?

I know this world was cruel to you, 

But was I?

Where did I go wrong?

They say it's not my fault...

That I did all I could.

Did I though?

Remember those porch talks? You climbing into my window at 2 A.M. to cuddle.

All the tears spilt together.

Did it mean nothing?

They said there was no saving you, that there is nothing I could do.

The fucked up thing though...

I could have!

I know I could have faught harder, I could have saved you from your demons.

From every worthless person who made you feel inhuman and unloved. 

I could have loved stronger. 

It's to fucking late though. 

Your gone; I am alone.

Everyday I will blame myself.

I will never not love you. 

Forever your engraved into my brain.

 Come back to me, give me a second chance...

I'm so fucking sorry.

I'm sorry... 

I am so sorry. 

Love your best friend...

(Or was I?)

 

 

 

 

word_man's picture

if someone does not want to

if someone does not want to be saved,

then they wont,what could you have done,

less locked him awat until the demons left him,,,


ron parrish