To Deserve Me

its breaking me

your smile

you don't deserve it

you don't deserve to laugh

you don't deserve to see ME smile

or hear ME laugh

you don't deserve so much that

you're getting away with

you deserve nothing

but i long for you

i long for you to prove me wrong

make me realize

that you're the only one that belongs

i long for you to be the better man

to show me that you can

you can treat me right

you can be the one

i need you to

i need you more than i want you to know

to kiss you is to kill me

but i long for it so much

for you to touch me is to murder our future

but i know you only miss "us"

I'm terrified of being alone

of being hurt again

i want to be there

with you as my only great lover

but.. god... i can't decide

when

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