its breaking me
your smile
you don't deserve it
you don't deserve to laugh
you don't deserve to see ME smile
or hear ME laugh
you don't deserve so much that
you're getting away with
you deserve nothing
but i long for you
i long for you to prove me wrong
make me realize
that you're the only one that belongs
i long for you to be the better man
to show me that you can
you can treat me right
you can be the one
i need you to
i need you more than i want you to know
to kiss you is to kill me
but i long for it so much
for you to touch me is to murder our future
but i know you only miss "us"
I'm terrified of being alone
of being hurt again
i want to be there
with you as my only great lover
but.. god... i can't decide
when