i make myself look so naive
the idiotic things i perceive
I'm always wrong
even when i am
i want to see the truth
but i never immediately can
i make a fool of myself
day by day by day
and no matter what
there's nothing for anyone to say
i love him so
and i can never go
and i will not be a fool
of a pointless magnet
let me save whatever else that's still there
i've already lost a lot
and no one could ever *really* care
i hate to lie
and i feel so ashamed
how could i be so hypocritical
how could i go so untamed
i knew control
i saw it - it was there
it was probably because
i really wanted him to care
my world revolves around one
and i will no longer make the mistake
if i fall apart it shall be alone
i knew that something was fake
as strong as i am
and they all know i should go
i will remain here
standing stronger
than *he* will ever know