Suicide Attempt (take 1)

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inside the cynic

Confusion and supression eats me away

Fustrated and torn from everydays life promblems

The world is so cold, so empty, so weird

I down it away, after beer after beer



Life comes by within a blink of a eye

Is it still right that I wanna die?

Left here with nothing....nothing to gein

I feel so lost, Cant find the right way



This bottle of pills, will hear me out

Make me happy for once without a doubt

Time kill's life from the shadows above

Noone knowning what to expect, or who to shove



One day my friend,you will see

that life is not worth living,and it will never be.

Damaged inside,I try to remain

As normal as possible,but normal is insane



I take out my knife and carve some lines

Cut to deep my blood starts to shine

Feeling my life fading away

This is my suicide attempt. Have a great day.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Basically,I was drunk when i wrote this.Suicide sometimes cross my mind.This poem was written August 4th,2003.Hope you enjoy.

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Jess Lynn's picture

very meaningful chris but is your last name wardell