Empty Before

 

It carved away a hole in my chest

hidden inside me, it began to

thump

tick

quickly

as the world walked by

I pretended to thumb through a book 

I'd read so many times 

for the first time I cried

my tie to humanity

my innermost feelings

my locket shaped core

sharpened ribs to feel safe

put up walls 

replaced friends with feelings

my essence let me be weak for once

breathing deeply

to forget for a moment

only to crash back onto the shore

of my own solitude

held me together from the inside 

the best it could

my tenderness

my only friend

my beating song 

loved me

boundless devotion

like only a heart has

 

 

 

 

 

 

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life_used_to_be_lifelike's picture

"Locket shaped core".... I do

"Locket shaped core".... I do love that line. excellent write :) 


"It is a terrible thing to be so open. It is as if my heart put on a face and walked into the world" -- Sylvia Plath.

not_an_addict's picture

Loved this

Reading this reminds me of a time not so long ago when i forgot to feel. I didn't laugh for years, i forgot who i was. Then it came back to me, in pieces. Great write. x


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Incompl's picture

Thank you

Very easy to lose sense of yourself, for me this poem is about self love. I had to learn that no one will love me if I don't. Thanks for the read and hearing from you always brightens my day :)


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