I just want to pierce it
Right through my skin
Feel the pain and blood
I know it is a sin
I thought my life was better,
I was completely wrong
I can hardly stand to live,
Life’s like the saddest song
I want to hurt myself,
For mistakes I didn’t make
I want to see the cut,
The pain I couldn’t take
I can’t stop myself from shaking,
The tears will barely come
Trying to hide my feelings,
My fucking life is dumb
I want to disappear
And never again return
I want people to feel,
The way that I now burn
For a second there was hope,
For a bit I had some life
Now I can’t even think,
Please cut me with a knife
All I want is tomorrow,
I know I’ll cry and cry
My friends will all hug me
Thinking, it’s just about that guy
Well really they don’t understand
The pain that I go through
I can’t believe my shitty life
I wish they fucking knew!
Amanda, oh my gosh! This poem is so good! I can really relate to it! It shows so much emotion, and that makes it so good to read! I loved it!
-Rebecca