A Forbidden Dream

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2008

I wish on a fallen star,

That I could disappear to afar.

Everyday I wish I could runaway,

Cause I just don't know what to say.



I've said enough and now you know,

Now all I can do is go,

Because my heart wont let me stay,

It gets worse for me, everyday.



I knew I should have never felt this,

But I couldn't stop wishing for bliss.

Every time I saw you it got harder to control,

And now its taking a huge toll.



You were everything I ever dreamed,

And in my mind thats how it seemed.

In my dreams we get together a million ways,

And in each scenario she always stays.



But a fool I am wanting the forbidden,

Trying to keep my feelings hidden.

Holding back how much I want to hold you,

There is not much left for me to do.



I'll just wait and hope in time,

I will find someone like you to make mine.

Someone with your heart and soul,

Someone that has it all.

Someone that can make me feel like I'm flying,

In a world trying to keep me dying.

Someone who has a smile with magic powers,

That can cure all my sorrows.



I will wait and I will hope till the end,

That another you, he will send.

That maybe I will stop searching for the cure to my pain,

Maybe your clone will make me sane.



But the odds don't look in my favor today,

And no matter how I try to say,

My heart won't listen to my head,

It threatens to go dead.



I haven't even kissed you,

But I already know how it feels to be with you.

It has ran through my head over and over,

I can't even go to sleep sober.

Because my mind will stay on you,

No matter what I try to do.

And every time my mind will try to let you go,

The heart will feel the pain that I already know.



My tears will fall and my heart might ache,

But I don't know anything else for my own sake.

I think I have to run as far as my legs will take me,

So my heart will see,

That we can never be.










Author's Notes/Comments: 

life's a bitch and then u die so f*** the world and lets get high =-[

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teresa_r's picture

Hello I can so relate to this Poem it
is so beautiful it is exactly how I was feeling
about someone,