[U]Persona[/U]
With every hour
A creep crawls
Crepe paper draped
From inner walls
Of white, endures
A paisley face
Contains the pressure
Of saving grace
And saving my
Indentured falsehoods
Mask to mask
The fluid change
A casket for
A stranger's skin
Shelve it without
A second thought again
A likeness
Constructed to protect
An ego wrought
With dissension
[U]Ego[/U]
As hours turn
To minutes, days
Sepia-toned forays
Moving to brisk decay
Searching through
The mind to find
The conscious self
Working below the vanity
And digging in
I know what I am
Or I think I do
Moving deeper
Into my ego
And through it
To the subconscious
To the shadow
[U]Shadow[/U]
Murder?
Never!
Debauchery?
A sin!
Life's been taken
And virgin beauty?
I'm appalled
As I should be!
But I want this?
Revulsed by my impulses
I'm not capable of killing
Let alone, to be willing
To wish death upon others
This is not denial
I believe I know myself
Looking on from the outside
One could be deceived
By the false serenity
Tiny imperfections on the surface
Reveal mile-wide cracks on the inside
And these cracks can cause such chaos
As to roll a can of marbles
Confusion and collision
Hysteria inside the can
Leads to dysfunction and distress
All across the exterior
As it tries to hold together
The pressure is evident
The sheath is expanding
explosion.
And I could kill
And I COULD kill
And I COULD kill
But I won't
Because I don't need to
And I move deeper
Off to find another side
To discover an image
Of me otherwise
[U]Anima[/U]
A man in charge
Of his destiny
Surely I know
What lies ahead of me
But beneath
This masculinity
A weaker streak
Of femininity leaks
Drawing out this woman
A woman inside of a man
Supporting each persona
Explicit acknowledgement
And I plunge still deeper
Thirsting for understanding
[U]Self[/U]
Drawing growth
And growing stable
All from this sense
Of human wholeness
Wholeness is the Self
Humans in pristine form
Reaching equates perfection
Free of egotistic harm
Free of personal protection
Free of shadowistic overbearings
Free of animal denial
And free of need for these
Which is inherent in man
Laid bare to facilitate
My all encompassing
Sense of existence
I have arrived
I can think and not know.
And I'm right.
And all is right.
jared- I think you are a wonderful writer. the lyrics in this song were very interesting, i could imagine hearing it with notes! I just wanted to tell you, you are an amzing writer, and in your bio, i think it's pretty awsome that you dont let anyones critisizm get to you!
...oh and thanks for telling me that i misspelled a word in my poem, as you can see, im not the greatest speller. Also im not a great poetry writer, but i love putting my thoughts on paper, so if you have any other tips please email me. Gladneygirl23@hotmail.com... thank you!
i like this poem... its very good
-Claire Glover
long, but telling. quite good