Verse 1 (1st)
a corset of perfect's tied tight around you
you make yourself seen so others can be
happiness is something that i often need too
but you think i want it so we cannot be
desire can be a wonderful experience
but needyness is pain in each sense of the word
your games leave me in perpetual diffidence
where my discomfort is seen but not heard
Chorus 1
i was never a selfless altruist
nor had i been a self-loathing introvert
but you made me feel that reckless abandon
of caring and concern for anothers being
while making me hate what i am
and what i cant be
Verse 1 (2nd)
but it wasnt your fault
if you even did it
more likely than all
i caused this myself
but you did reject me
you lay claim to that
one way to protect me
was to not get involved
but i gave it a shot
and now that its paying
i realize i never thought
about talking things through
you being selfish
when you let me go
i just never noticed
that we're unfamiliar
communication is what
we needed back then
we have it now but
its far too late to fix
Chorus 1
i was never a selfless altruist
nor had i been a self-loathing introvert
but you made me feel that reckless abandon
of caring and concern for anothers being
while making me hate what i am
and what i cant be
Verse 2 (1st)
i had figured out that it was never your fault
but now i know too that it was not my frailty
the blame belongs to no one in this
culmination of shortcomings in young love
Bridge
so i slowly make this beautiful egression
coming out of the cave that was so easy to hide in
and i climb from the deep caverns of depression
cause now i know i have myself to confide in
Chorus 2
and i have to thank you
cause for as bad as you fucked me up
i learned some things about myself
these are lessons that i wont soon forget
Chorus 2
and i have to thank you
cause for as bad as you fucked me up
i learned a lot of things about myself
these are lessons that i wont soon forget
This is pretty damn good, I liked it a lot. I write music but nothing like this.You should try to put it to music if you haven't already.
great job
nikki
Nicole.J.Burgesss