Okay...*deep breath*, Here it is, the moment of truth...
YOu came into my life;
I let down my gaurd.
It seems like just yesterday
was the best day of my life.
As close as we were,
I never even dreamt this could happen...
Dreading the future,
not knowing, or even understanding it anymore...
It no longer makes sense to me.
Did I think this was possible,
Once friends so close...
Now drifted so far apart.
The devestation I'm feeling...
It just breaks my heart,
One tear, I shed, One tear.
For many of tears in the past have since been abused...
I took a step, and went too far,
I pushed you away;
It's completley my fault that I'm feeling this way.
Don't blame yourself, Not saying you have.
I have broken my own heart...
My heart has been broken
in thousands of pieces;
I can hear your voice all throughout my head,
telling me no kind of lies, just one...A lie could be nice...
At least then I could blame you.
I can't get this feeling to dissapear,
this feeling of emptiness, pain, and fear...
If I could have stopped all of this pain,
I would have been happiest yesterday.
I've realized if I was to die,
My pain would not ease...
There is no kind of death strong enough,
to ease my shattered heart.
I have to move on,
to forget about you...
If at all possible,
I have to say Bye.
As hard as it is
As Strong as I am
As much as you mean to me,
The time has come to end all this torment.
To know how I feel,
and see how things are...
I just have to express;
YOu have been the best; byfar...
The most amazing thing...
As much as I see the end of this tunnel,
As much as I know this could never be...
It never hurts to dream the impossible, and hope for the best...
It never shames me that I feel like I do..
Vision Blurred, and Knees gone...
The one thing I miss, and can never get back,
Our friendship, the friendship we had.
YOu're amazing smile, and the brightest eyes-
Even at the dullest hour.
I Am moving on, and it hurts so much;
To know I'll never see you again.
To end this the right way, I'll say my GoodByes.
TO you; I hope that your heart leads you the right way.
With No Tears in my eyes;
And all the pain gone inside...
I Love you, I care for you,
And That is The Best that I can DO...
We move forward,
it's the only way...
Time heals all pain.
I Hope this is true, only because;
A Lifetime of pain, and suffering, we can agree is no Lifetime at all...
GoodBye.
love
i often feel like this even though i have had many loves inthepast awesome poetry use of verbs your friend victor
sounds like you went threw a rough break up...just remember life keeps going and no matter what you think there is a Mr. Right out there for you somewhere you just have to look to find him :) keep up the writing i ilke what i see :)
-LauraT
sweetie youve done it again and without a doubt i agree a lifestyle no matter what it has to offer if it doesnt offer complete happiness then it is no lifestyle at all but a bottomless pit of misery love always and forever more timmothy
Love ya babe!