i can barely hold my head up
as it hangs over the trashcan
i wonder how it got this bad
and why you're still here
when you could be there
i became that girl i hate
which i thought i'd never do
as i squint through tear-filled eyes
i can barely make out the difference
between me
and me
my hair is stringy, has throwup in it
it's on my jeans, my shirt, your bed
i guess i never wanted you to see me this way
puking, crying, smelly, vulnerable
and change your mind
woohoo for throwing up in front of cute boys...