bittersweet

i lay here

only word bumping around in my brain

BITTERSWEET

this is right now

so happy laying here

but my mind goes to the time when we can't do this

seconds away

then minutes away

i'm so happy that i can't even stand it

being here with you, laying with you, talking with you,

for millions of moments

as happy as i am

i start to think of the times when it won't be like this,

won't be this easy,

i want to pause this moment, right now, and forget about what it will be like later

pause it

so i can hold this moment forever

and replay it in my mind

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the future scares me

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Cherilyn May Corlione's picture

Awww...I have wanted to pause moments as well. Sometimes it just feels so good you think it might not last. Great piece! :)

Megan Betterman's picture

well darling, you can "pause it so i can hold this moment forever and replay it in my mind"...trust me, i've done it many a time ;)