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cant take no more
So many thoughts rushing in my head,
so much second thinking.
So rigid
So expressionless.
I am a critic
Of my self.
I am afraid
That if everything is not arranged
I will crash into pieces.
Forgive me
I don’t want to
Burden you with
My confidence.
I don’t want to be a bother.
I don’t mind listening to your problems
But in reality
I also want some being to hear me out.
I am so out of reality
I think about my own mortality
Every second I breathe.
I am scared.
I don’t know who or what I am
My whole being afloats with knit picking thoughts.
I don’t want to believe
I don’t want to believe
This is the way it will be
Although they swarm over me
And tell me this is the way it will be
As I fight with this ounce of energy and tell them otherwise.
My heart is engulfed by
Years of
Unshed tears.
With this grave face
It is hard to swallow.
The salty bitter tears rush back up
But I forcibly swallow them
Soothing these emotions with a critical face.
The more I am alone
The less I speak
I am afraid
I am losing my spirit
Day by day.
awesome heartfelt write
All I can say is been there just turned around and ignored it all, perhaps read some of my stuff, it might help? Cheer up, there is always change. It can happen any time you choose, if this was an empathy piece and you're not really feeling this way all I can say is awesome you got me! Great piece Cheers SS
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
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