Emptiness

There is this

Emptiness inside of me

Like walking into a dark room

Who serves no other purpose

But to remind you that things

Could be better

 

There is this 

Emptiness inside of me

That wipes my tears

And beacons me over

To sink in

And never try to resist

Even though I persist

Not to drown

I find its cold embrace

Important to my existance

 

There is this

Space inside of me

That reminds me

Of all the things I used to be

And I could've been

If I only sat and listen

 

I remember all the love

I never gave to anyone

I remember all the hugs

I never gave

To the ones who deserve them

And now I realize

That no one's here to hug me

And that the only one I despise

Is myself

 

So insignificant

Crawling like an infant

Asking to sink

In the sea of tears

And mourn

The loss of Me

The loss of You

The loss of Us

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Leting it pour, without much thought

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This is resonating so much

This is resonating so much with me right now in relation to a particular person in my life who keeps ruining things for himself...although, unlike you, who appears to have nsight into themselves, this person has absolutely No insight into himself. It is frustrating, and I honor your integrity to yourself. Kudos. Thank you for restoring my faith in people. You are not empty if you have enough sense to know what you are feeling, and have the courage to process it. Remember feelings are not facts, but it is only by processing them and transformation of them that we gain any character at all. <3 Hugs.


...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "