iN COMPLETE AWE

iM SiTTiNG AROUND THE BONFiRE
TONS OF PEOPLE THERE BUT i FEEL SO ALONE
YOU WALK iN
AND MY BODY TURNS TO STONE

iM PARALYZED BY YOUR SMiLE
iN COMPLETE AWE OF YOUR EYES
YOU START WALKiNG CLOSER
AND i CANT EVEN FEEL MY THiGHS

iM SWEATiNG AND NERVOUS
i JUST WANT TO LOOK COOL
i TRY TO NOT EVEN LOOK iN YOUR DiRECTiON
WORRYiNG i MAY DROOL

BUT THiS iS THE BiG TEST
AND i DiDNT STUDY LAST NiGHT
EVERYONE WENT ON AN ALCOHAL RUN
LEAViNG ONLY YOU iN SiGHT

iM CLENTCHiNG ONTO MY CHAiR
HOLDiNG MYSELF FROM WANTiNG TO JUMP ON YOUR LAP
THEY SHOULDNT HAVE LEFT US ALONE
OH BOY OH BOY THATS A WRAP

MY HEART KEEPS ON BEATiNG
AT A NORMAL SPEED
BUT THEN i GET A MESSAGE FROM YOU
AND i CANT EVEN GRASP A FEW BREATHS NO MATTER HOW MANY i NEED

i SUPPOSE i PLAYED HARD TO GET
BUT TELL ME iT WASNT WORTH THE CHASE
JUST SEEiNG YOU
MAKES MY HEART RACE

SO YOUR MR. SECRET
AND i GOT A CRUSH ON YOU
NO ONE CAN CHANGE HOW i FEEL
NOTHiNG THEY SAY OR DO

iM CRAZY ABOUT YOU
iVE NEVER FELT THiS WAY
YOU MAKE ME BiTE MY TONGUE
TO KEEP iN THESE 3 WORDS iM DYiNG TO SAY

MiNUTES GO BY
BUT iT FELT LiKE YEARS
YOU NO SO MUCH ABOUT ME
AND PROTECT ME FROM ALL MY FEARS

ONLY A FEW DAYS TOGETHER AND "i LOVE YOU!"
THATS WHAT iVE BEEN DYiNG TO SAY
YOU MAKE MY HEART STOP, BUT RACE
NO ONE HAS EVER MADE ME FEEL THiS WAY

iM COMPLETELY iN LOVE WiTH YOU TOMMY
YOU NO ME iNSiDE AND OUT
i WANNA SPEND THE REST OF MY LiFE WiTH YOU
AND i NO THAT WiTHOUT ONE DOUBT

YOU MAKE ME SO HAPPY
THE HAPPiEST iLL EVER BE
BECAUSE THOMAS MiCHAEL CRUMRiNE
YOU COMPLETE ME

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i WROTE THiS POEM ABOUT HOW ME AND TOMMY ALL STARTED.. HE iS SUCH AN AMAZiNG MAN AND iM SO LUCKY TO HAVE HiM. HE TREATS ME LiKE A TOTAL QUEEN. HE iS THE GUY i WANNA SPEND THE REST OF MY LiFE WiTH, i NO iTS A LiTTLE SOON TO FEEL SO STRONGLY ABOUT SOMEONE BUT WiTH HiM, THE FEELiNG iS SO DiFFERENT THEN ANYTHiNG iVE FELT BEFORE AND i NO THAT i DONT EVER WANT TO STOP FEELiNG THiS WAY. i LOVE YOU TOMMY! XOXO [06.19.2010] <33

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