i FELT SO SMALL

SO YOU BROKE UP WiTH ME

AND iT COMPLETLY TORE ME APART

YOU CRUSHED MY WORLD

AND SHATTERED MY HEART



iT WAS MY FAULT THOUGH

AND i DONT BLAME YOU

i TOLD YOU LiES

AND NOT JUST A FEW



YOU FOUND OUT

AND BROKE UP WiTH ME

i WAS HEARTBROKEN

THOSE WORDS MADE A MESS OF ME



i WAS CRYiNG

BEGGiNG PRETTY PLEASE

THEN i STARTED RUNNiNG TO YOUR HOUSE

TiLL i FELL TO MY KNEES



i HAD A PANiC ATTACK

BUT i STiLL WANTED TO GO

i COULDNT BREATHE

BUT i WANTED YOU TO NO



i WANT YOU TO NO YOUR MY EVERYTHiNG

THAT i NEVER MEANT TO MAKE YOU SAD

i WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU

YOUR THE GREATEST GUY i EVER HAD



i DiDNT NO WHAT TO DO

AS i LAiD ON THE COLD SiDEWALK

i COULDNT STOP CRYiNG

i CALLED MY SiSTER BUT i COULDNT TALK



SHE CAME TO GET ME

iT WAS GONNA BE AWHiLE

SOME LADY PULLED OVER

ASKED ME iF i WAS OK WiTH A SMiLE



SHE RAN OVER TO ME

AND ASKED iF i WAS HURT

i WANTED TO SAY MY HEARTS BEEN RiPPED OUT

AND THROW TO THE SiDE iN A PiLE A DiRT



BUT i COULDNT SPEAK

MY HEART WAS RACiNG

THEN THE LADY WAS WORRiED

AND STARTED PACiNG



SHE PiCKED ME UP

AND BROUGHT ME TO HER CAR

ASKED WHERE i WANTED TO GO

AND i SAiD NOT FAR



SHE BROUGHT ME DOWN THE BLOCK

BACK TO MY HOUSE

i FELT SO SMALL

SMALLER THEN A MOUSE



i COULDNT WALK MYSELF

SO SHE HELPED ME TO THE DOOR

SO AS i CRAWLED iNSiDE

i FELL TO MY FLOOR



YOU CAME OVER

AND LAiD ME ON TOP OF YOU

TRYiNG TO CALM ME DOWN

AND HAVE MY BREATHE WiTH YOU



STACEY, ALiCiA, AND ANDY THEN RAN iN

i WAS CRYiNG

i FELT SO ALONE

AND LiKE i WAS DYiNG



i KNEW YOU WERE WiTH ME

BUT i MiSSED YOU SO

ALL i COULD REPLAY iN MY HEAD WAS THE WORDS YOU SAiD

AND i WANTED TO SCREAM "NO!"



NO ORLANDO YOU CANT DO THiS

YOU NEED ME BY YOUR SiDE

YOU NO YOU LOVE ME

DONT TRY AND HiDE



BUT NOTHiNG COULD COME OUT

i HAD NOTHiNG i COULD SAY

i WANTED TO SLEEP

BUT EVERYONE SAiD NO WAY



EVERYONE KEPT ASKiNG HOW i AM

i WASNT FiNE

BUT i DiDNT NO WHAT TO SAY

i JUST WANTED YOU TO BE MiNE



i STARTED BREATHiNG

YOU ASKED iF YOU SHOULD GO

MY BRAiN WAS SAYiNG YES

BUT MY HEART WAS SAYiNG NO



i KNEW YOU DiDNT WANNA BE THERE

'CAUSE YOU DiDNT WANNA BE WiTH ME

i WENT UPSTAiRS CRYiNG

i DONT NO WHATS WRONG WiTH ME

Author's Notes/Comments: 

BASiCALLY TODAY WAS A VERY CRAZY DAY AND NOW iF i WANT ORLANDO BACK i HAVE TO PROVE HOW BAD i WANT iT.

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