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I have no luxury of choice

Believing is one thing. Experience is another. If only this reality exists then I tell you this was all foretold. I do so wish I had seen a different future when i had seen this. But i am living it. And it is not always so pleasant. I want to go home to where my people are in my life and not just a digital illusion. I rarely get to leave my house. And I can't even leave for the sake of any job. On the plus side, I get to do art with limited supplies that i am running out of.  There is no working capital. All moneys go to gas food beer and cigarettes to take care of these...boys.  I have no luxury of choice. Just trying to find ways to be content within a situation that keeps me confined and dims my light. I'm stuck inside a live trap. Deep are becoming the frowned lines. 

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last updated 25 January 2019 - 4:31pm
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25 January 2019 - 5:23pm — allets
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I Too have Guys

Son-In-Law and grandson - it is soooo different from living with females. My life evolved around them until everyone got their lives on track, school, work, fun stuff. Then there's me. Type type type. tv and music, watching snow fall, freeze, thaw, and melt. Lazy winter. Went out yesterday after two weeks inside (snow storm made driving conditions hazzardous). Talk about cabin fever. Anyway, no complains. We have plenty and I do so worry about the fed employees who are faced with zero bank balances. Keeping 6 months of survival cash in the bank is the rule. Hard but necesary. Three or four won't do. ttyl - slc

 

 

25 January 2019 - 7:06pm — Jesster
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Out here

We live day to day trying to make enough money for that days needs. The fed employees are getting a taste of what its like for so many of us out here trying to survive. Maybe big changes for the better are in our future with the middle class being affected so deeply. Time for a real system shift. Ive noticed that the food donations going to the federal employees are way better than the local food banks we have for average poor people. Boy that produce they are recieving looks delectable!

 

I need to find a way to acquire what we need to make growing food out here possible. We really need to start localizing food sources. We would really like to privide that to our community. 

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