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Depression
Should not be treated with disrespect
Nor should one respond to
Another person's admission
Of a hopeless state of mind
With sharp edged wordz
That show they couldnt care less
Should not be treated with disrespect
Nor should one respond to
Another person's admission
Of a hopeless state of mind
With sharp edged wordz
That show they couldnt care less
Depression
So many are born with the malady and can not escape it. The side affects of drugs lessen the symptoms but suppress will. Living inside sorrow and joylessness, the pain of being unable to rise above innui and ultimately seeking death is altered with human empathy. But the cure is not possible, only techniques to live with and identify the signs of the disease employing technics to endure and rise above the persistent pull into what only they can define as a personal Hell. With help and care from professionals they live as best and well as potential permits.
I don't know if it's
I don't know if it's circumstantial or chronic.alli know is that I am having a hard time living with it. My mind keeps going to, "I wish someone would just kill me and get it over with." I'm rational and wont take the other way out. Drugs are not my answer. I will not take them. Probably need a therapist. But I am broke and the grown ass people around me need me to take care of Them. Apparently. I want to be alone so nobody can make me feel shittier about feeling like shit. :/ I can't be honest about how I feel in my own house. Or anywhere else because it offends people in own house if I do.
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I Have Highs And Lows
Mostly highs or evens though. When I'm feelin' low, I make myself feel better - no one makes me feel other than I want to feel. Period. Works for me. - slc
Sometimes
It takes a day longer, but I am the one who always pulls myself out. Mostly better today.
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