I feel the pain you feel,
I know that it is real,
I want to reach out to you,
Helpless cause I can’t do.
I want it like it used to be,
But this addiction won’t set me free..
So many times I have tried
So many times I have lied.
I fool no one but myself,
And even I am having doubts.
I am sorry I am such a cad,
That I have hurt you so bad.
You have every right to leave me cold,
On you, I have no right, or hold.
I have no place left to turn,
This really makes my stomach churn.
I want to come home
I am tired of being gone,
But when I get in the car,
The devil guides me to a bar.
Then some sweet thing will turn my head,
Next thing you know we are in bed.
I hate myself when I am done,
But I am addicted to the fun.
It isn’t right what I have put you through,
And it kills me to watch as I lose you.
So put us both out of our misery,
Save yourself and the kids and leave me.