Forgiving me this once is all that I ask,
I know it will take time to heal,
But I will show you I am Equal,
To the task,
For I know how you feel.
I know trust is a special thing,
But I assure you this was a one time fling.
I wouldn’t expect you to accept me,
Though I hope in time you do,
The way it used to be,
Before I screwed up and making you blue.
I learned that I am not equipped emotionally,
To carry on an affair,
You know how attuned I am and how much I care.
To care for someone else the way I care for you,
Would tear me apart, would tear me in two.
I understand your pain,
And pray with all my might,
That we find our love again,
And we will be alright.
I have learned this lesson, oh so well,
So on this pain I shall not dwell.
There is pain here, enough for two,
And I swear, from here on, I will make it up to you.