But what should I change it to?

I want to change my name

maybe then

I could actually be healed

not forever healing

like that devil

that I want to punch

in the face

had told me

Author's Notes/Comments: 

why can't I hate??!! 

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soulstonic's picture

Oh my!

I see the emergence of something so brilliant! It's so bright and shiny-I must acquire it! It's nice to meet you hopeful woman. I hope we can get better acquainted my friend. :)

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Well, thank you, Soultonic.

Well, thank you, Soultonic. Hopefully, a piece of work will arise soon. Dang, a soul tonic sounds nourishing. 


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What's in a name?

I like your healedwoman renaming - means things are going well for you.  As they say Be Creative and write down here on postpoems your choices of names to adopt instead; maybe we could vote on the issue the most popular you will then change your name to. That is your pp name; although the same could apply if it is your real name you are going to change also. As for hate what a complete waste of time - leave them to their fate and sooner rather than later. Choose well.


 

 

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I'm incapable of hate anyway.

I'm incapable of hate anyway. But not incapable of being hurt. I guess some people are mean spirited behind flashy smiles. I'm forgiving anyway.. Or at least working on that. Am better, yes, on many levels. thanks for your input....


Anyway, thinking of changing to hanhepi-wi. Lakota for moon.

 Thoughts? 

 


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Punch drunk love? ;) 

Punch drunk love? ;) 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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Hahahajshahaha!! perhaps

Hahahajshahaha!! perhaps should be


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Always miscommunication

Before

I thought you were the woman to come to

For the healing.

But everytime I looked around

U had left town. Haha

All the best.

KS

In the the future if you want to change your name

I am usually pretty good at that.

( when I get to know you )

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..

Well, you know, it was at one time that it was about healing others and then I made the mistake of hurting myself really deeply And had to work on healing me again. . Currently, I'm just trying to see if a name change helps convince me that I've accomplished It. Anyway, I will probably change back to healing when I feel capable of helping others again... But, I'll be sure to consult you first. ;)


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Happy to know that you are now healed

Merry Christmas ahead.. Glad for ur new avatar bishmukji


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Thanks Bishu! Hope to write

Thanks Bishu! Hope to write stuff that lives up to it....


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I don't know

But I do wish I had a healing woman

Or a Kindred Spirit

Plus a Jeanie in a bottle

Or... no ..

One wish is enough.

KS

Punch him for me.

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Maybe we should switch places

Maybe we should switch places for a minute. 

I can't make any wishes cuz I usually mess that up and end up unintentionally intentionally hurting myself. Ugh! 

 

if I actually did punch someone in the face, it would likely end up hurting me more than it would hurt them. Woe is me, I cant win. Wanna come to my pity party?


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Sure, I'll have cup of guilt and sorrow. :)

We're all still here though.  Perhaps it just wasn't meant to be.  How bout Seekingstartrust, LadyRain or Peacelily :)  I dunno.  something.  :)

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Would you like those served

Would you like those served hot or frozen? 

Mi like those names esp. Seekingstartrust. 


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Punch The Devil's Lights Out

and emerge as healedwoman. I'm just sayin' :D - Stella


 


 

 

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Lol!

i love that idea! I gotta get close enough to him to do it. Or can it be metaphorical from a distance? 

 

I'm gonna sleep on the name change. If I emerge as healed can I still complain about the pains of growing?


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bishu's picture

Hopefulwoman ... looks great

But what can a cauliflower hope for
I‘ll end up in a veggie curry
Lose my lovely flowery shapely form
Whoever eats a cauliflower whole LOL

Merry Christmas


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How bout swimming in butter

How bout swimming in butter and garlic with sizzling extra sharp cheddar cheese? Now that sounds yummy to me. Lol

 

Happy holidays, Bishu!!


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Happy Holidays :)

Smile


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