How could I help if I'm judging myself for self indulgence?

Why should i let fear rule?

i was the one promoting 

Love

 

Yet Fear told me to stand down

And i

listened

 

That dark voice said 

You're no good!

Not pretty enough!

You shouldn't show those colors of grey

 

So i didn't stay 

i didn't play

or even pray 

i just lay down on the ground 

 

down on the ground

to be grounded

for my head was in the clouds

 

and I was oh so proud

of my light

that shone so bright

with love

 

But that

was my downfall

i had to get down and crawl

so i could remember

 

Love isn't always so easy to achieve

unconditionally

 

But i have

and continue to see

her truth

 

and i do have proof

for i am alive

and i still thrive

 

And though i cried

i haven't died

inside

 

But i do judge

thine self

for focusing on

thine self

when it's you i'd rather help

to see love

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

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millyardo's picture

Its been awhile, nice piece

Its been awhile, nice piece here it filled me up.

mrpoofs's picture

Well I def think its good

Well I def think its good enough...more so indeed. Dont listen to the voice, its all lies and youre great.

Jesster's picture

Thank you poofs! I appreciate

Thank you poofs! I appreciate your feedback.


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