well if you know me

then you know

this has been a sucky month

I am ready to get on with life

things seem to go from bad to worse

I just can't take it anymore

I have just about reach

what they call the 'breaking point'

I am beginning to think

that might mean breaking someones neck

but I will not go there

I hope that things level out

I just hate the feelings

the depression and anger

hang in there with me

and the poetry will calm down

if it doesn't soon

I am not sure what I'll do

I am quite these days

for I have nothing to say

people are worried about me

I don't eat and rest what is that

I close my eyes and try to sleep

my mind runs all night long

I pray that the month of May

is all good for me

I guess I will have to wait and see

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this month SUCKS..... get on with MAY

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hhickson's picture

Good write. Lows are only temporary. If you get lower it makes the previous low look like up...

Hugs and Peace


Roz Turner's picture

Hi Renee Just know where your coming from here... Here's a toast to May... may it be heaps better for sure! Roz :)

Tim / manatee Marshall's picture

YEA" may~ a lot of important people born in may,the merry merry sunny days of may

gentle's picture

As always, your friends are here to cheer you on.... "May the ground always come up to meet you & may the wind be always at your back." Old Irish saying. Luv Amy

Gentle is the night♥

Robert  LaFountain's picture

My lovely hawksquaw, My heart foes out to you on this one. I for one know the deep agony and despair of what it feels like when a loved one tries to encourage me tp rose abpve the narrow focus which I may have on a situation. My usual M.O. is to shut down and go silent. I have learned that with patience, time, and the Great Spirit's love I can usually come around to see the other person's point of view. My main problem is letting pride get in the way. That narrow minded monster shuts me out from the Sonlight of the spirit and deprives me of all the warmth and love that comes from being at one with that Spirit. I'll keep you in my prayers and pray that you will com3e to see that I have only your best and utmost desires at heart. Love you... @---->---->---->