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yin, and yang
Who else feels like they're traped in the darkness with no escape. Thats how i feel all the time, and at this point i dont know if i can keep going. I never wanted to be alive. When i was 5 i wanted to kill myself. I just want to see the light in this pitch black world that's full of hate and evil dose anyone get where i'm coming from or am i alone on this to. I want to be embraced by the light, but i don't know where to look for the light i've looked far and wide. Still nothing what do i do, " i got an idea i'll smoke some shrooms. " Man that high is amazing, the feeling of all your issue floating away. When i die i want to be remember as a person that you can look up to expecting the weed part. I've been told that im a strong person not just physical but in the mind to, i've been told that i could never back down from something i believe in ( i'm a pashenit person ), I"ve been told that the way i think isent normal for my age they say i think like a 40 year old layers. They say i have advance thinking. I want for the new GEN to be like this. I want to be the light in the dark, and in the future be the light that surounds the dark.
Hello Young Poet
Do not fret young squire. Your not alone in your fight of finding meaning and purpose and happiness in life. There is a lot of darkness in this world. I would say the most important thing you should try to hold onto is your innocence. That is something we slowly lose along this journey called life. Whether it be given, taken or stolen. So you come seeking validation from others? That is understandable especially from one so young. You go to school, you have to fit in. I know school can be hell but trust me when I say don't worry, for that too shall pass. If you would like another suggestion for improvement, I would suggest exercising the mind and the body. All that love you want to give, if you can learn how to give it to yourself first. The world will be right there on your doorstep waiting for you. Learn to play an instrument in your solitude. You will be improving yourself which is always a plus. Physical exercise is also great for relieveing depression. Trust me work on improving yourself and the world will follow. But remember this young squire, as long as you find yourself hanging on the words of others you will always be their slave. To be liked is one thing but to like yourself is another. When it comes to being happy it is said that there is happiness in helping others. The only thing that doesn't change, is that things change. So roll with the punches. Fall down seven times, stand up eight. Be well William. Look forward to reading more from you.
You can work on your
You can work on your spelling. That being said with the understanding of what you have revealed about yourself in that area. I can still read you. It does help us though. Just start learning more and you will get better.
Regarding the content, I would say that there are ways to brighten your light without the use of any substance. Meditation. Breathwork specifically. Look into learning that. It is very powerful to use your own breath. The light gets brighter and brighter and wisdom flows through you.
Keep writing. But know that comments may be a gift from the reader but sometimes we don't comment and we just sit back, feel what we feel from the read and maybe write something inspired by you. Or not. Its up to the reader to decide. Personally, I do this all from my phone. Commenting takes time and we don't always have the energy in our thumbs. But reading, we do. I read you.
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