Where Is My Daddy?

 

Where Is My Daddy? 

 

 

 Where is my Daddy?

 

I said, "I do not know"?

 

This hurts her

 

Cutting deep into her soul

 

Why has my Daddy not called?

 

Does he not love me like he said he did…..after all?

 

 

 

I see her little face

 

The sadness in her eyes

 

She tries hard to disguise

 

The loneliness………That you have left behind

 

As she waits for my reply

 

I try to make her smile

 

To make her eyes bright and shinny

 

A kiss upon her cheek

 

The pain inside runs too deep

 

 

 

The tears she knew

 

Have been few

 

Her feelings………. she hides very well……way out of view

 

This must be my fault? She quietly said.

 

Echoing with a haunted dread……..

 

Is my Daddy….. perhaps dead?

 

I reassure her……. by a pat on her little head

 

 

Why then have I not seen his face?

 

Why has his presence not been at “our” place?

 

Does he not love me………. seek me to embrace?

 

Does he not want my kisses all over his face?

 

Has my daddy ….fell on his head?

 

Lying cold…… alone on a road…..possibly dead?

 

 

 

For I know my Daddy……

 

Something must be terribly wrong

 

For he would never……tally this long

 

He would already be here…singing me a song

 

This is a burden much too big…….. for a little girl to carry alone

 

She just misses her Daddy………and wants him to come back home

 

 

 

This she would never admit…..

 

To say those words… she’s afraid she would forget

 

So she hides her feelings deep inside

 

To say them out loud……would only make her cry

 

 

Written for ~ J

MMH

12/27/13

 

 

 

 

 

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