poem_177_Refrain

I love him so much

And can’t let him know

I’ve wronged him so many

Thus my feelings can’t show



I realized this

A conversation early on

After long months wait

Only to remain withdrawn



He explained to me

Why he won’t take me back

And I find his trust for me

Is in a complete lack



But the odd thing is

It hurts him to find

That if I no longer love him

He would totally unwind



He’ll have no one in the world

Yet he won’t be with me

He would no longer exist

And this I do not agree



Why must I still love him

But his I am deprived

As I sit back in dormancy

While his new love is derived



I help him through relationships

I give my shoulder for his crying

My tears flow, so he doesn’t appear weak

And in the end without him I’m complying



For I love him this much

To give and not receive

Honestly being happy with this

If true love he will achieve



Like a mother’s mercy to her child

Through their pains till her death

I will always love and care for him

Even after my last breath



So I shall refrain

Holding back my cries

This great love for him till

Again I show my loyal reprise





Inspired by: / Dedicated to: Gerald E. Lindberg III

Created on: June 26, 2007 – 2359


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