I was watching his face
Before he lay down
I saw the stress
But I saw no frown
He was my father
Under pressure just the same
But when he shut his eyes
Someone else he became
His face didn’t look stressed
His face shown no strain
I couldn’t quite figure it out
But it was of saddened pain
At that moment
While I watched him sleep
I realized something
That caused me to weep
The years of his worries
The burden of his past
Were all coming out
And reveled at last
This strong will man
The father I knew
All melted away
My perception askew
I told him earlier
That he wasn’t a man
Because he wouldn’t cry
No matter what hit the fan
There was only one time
Where I saw him cry
At his father’s funeral
Where he stood by his side
But even then
The tears were few
Now watching his visage
I don’t know what to do
I see his tears
That do not flow
I hear his cries
That do not woe
I see this boy
Crying out loud
I see my father
In a fetal shroud
How can this be my father
He looks so sad
I’ve never seen such a face
Coming from my dad
Does he share with my mom
This painful stride
Or does he truly
Carry too much pride
Does he lock it up
Not letting it show
Has he taken the time
To let it all go
I’m feeling his pain
As my own eyes shut
My body growing weak
A sick feeling in my gut
I want to take away his pain
I want to see him smile
I can’t stand watching this man
Battle alone in his trial
Cause now he is crying
From all of his bother
While finally I see
The man in my father
Inspired by: / Dedicated to: My father asleep on the couch
Created on: January 7, 2007 – 16:19