How I dread these forsaken emotions.
Tossing me back and forth like an infant’s toy.
Why do I have these types of devotions?
Why can't I stay loving one boy?
It’s not even just love but at least be content.
Not swayed by unforgotten unsettled relations.
Those emotions of devotion for love are just torment.
I feel I’m the only one with these complications.
Can I honestly say I’d be better off without the two?
I would never have such poetry with feeling anymore.
Perhaps even my thoughts would start to askew.
I almost know I wouldn’t but I still fight this war.
I wouldn’t have to deal with tossing confusion.
No struggling choices between girls or guys.
No longer to play a game of short illusion
Till I make a decision in the plan I devise.
What would it be like to have no love at all?
To just stop and see how it would feel.
How much of my life would it really stall?
I wanna see if it’s something I need to deal.
Inspired by: Adam G. Zimmerman and Gerald E. Lindberg
Created on: October 6, 2005
This is a great poem, has a lot of meaning in it. Keep up the great work.