poem_005_Reoccurring_Feelings

Those feelings that I had for you

Where deeper than the oceans blue

And must have been something true

For I still feel ai shite masu



You fade back to my mind every now and then

And I’m never warned or prepared when

I wish for the day I’ll be yours again

And hope that our relationship will strengthen



You were honest, loving, and full of care

Any feelings I had you were always aware

You broke from me that I could not bare

That’s when I felt my heart’s first tear



I gave you up after what you said

That was the day that I had dread

That was the day the first tear shed

But still your name resounds in my head



It was deep, it stung, and tears flowed

But that’s when feelings for you truly showed

That’s when loves emotion chose to explode

Yet I knew you wanted to hit the road



So therefore I let you go

My heart healed very slow

Did it ever completely? No

And my love will never plateau



Even though I went all through this

You’re love for me is what I’ll miss

My dreams of you and your sweet  kiss

That, would put me in my bliss



I thought I was over you and what you did

But that’s something that my mind will forbid

All I did was keep them hid

The thought of you I cannot rid



You see I still love you and it torments me so

And you see that my heart will never let you go

Everyday and night your name I woe

With great pain you’ll never know



I tried not to put up a fight

I held back tears with all my might

Some contained feelings of contrite

That’s why I hope you accept my plight



I promise to love you much more

Even more than I did before

You are the one I truly adore

You are the one that I moan for



Those feelings that I had for you

Where deeper than the oceans blue

And must have been something true

For I still feel ai shite masu



Inspired by/ Dedicated to: William Todd

Made on: 2003

Author's Notes/Comments: 

(Ai shite masu means "I LOVE YOU" in Okinawan if you haven't figured that out lol)

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